Expectation vs Failure

''When people have certain expectation to you and you cant meet the expectation that people want, you will feel that you yourself is the failure.''

Do not compare me to anyone because I hate comparison. Since I was in primary school until secondary school, people keep on compare me with others, I had already tired of it. I have my own style in studying, I will just compare to myself. Study is not aim for getting a high marks, it is aim for how much knowledge that you get. This is my own definition of study.

When people have certain expectation to you and you cant meet the expectation that people want, they will just say some words that hurt you and look down to you too. That's why I hate people have a certain expectation to me, its a pressure. If people have expectation to you its a good thing but I rather dont want people to have expectation to me. I study for myself, not for anyone out there. Why there are some people cant understand this concept? Is it good in studies means the person is good in everything? I do not agree this statement.

For last sem, I had failed my fundamentals of accounting. I failed 1 subject out of 5 subjects, is it a big deal? Is it a big failure for me? Is it I shouldn't fail any subject? Or you thought I purposely fail this subject? Dont you know I really dont like this subject? For those subject that I dont like its hard for me to put in effort and I know this is not a good thing. But I will try my best to study it in order to pass it. You dont know I was so pressure when I study accounting. As you dont know this can you dont simply say I always play and dont really concentrate when I study account? Maybe this is the first thing that came into your mind but it doesn't mean it is real. You thought I not care about my studies? If it is true then why I will insist to continue my tertiary study in TARC that day?

I have my own dream and for sure I will work for it. I have my own way to work for it. If there are some people do not agree with my way its fine for me, I have no comment because everyone will have their own view and for sure it is vary from each other. I can accept whatever advise from people but I will just collect it and work it out in my way.

 I had finished voice out my sad feelings.

sem 3 = 22/2/10

Well, sem 3 gonna start tomorrow. Tomorrow, 22/2, the first schooling day after the chinese new year's holidays and also the day which the result will be released. I'm quite enjoy this year's chinese new year, i can met with all my relatives, not all actually, but almost all, and also my old friends =) Ahha, guess what? My those old friends came to my house and get angpao from my parents, and we chat for many hours. Like the long conversation with them. Long time no see and sure we have to chat for a very long time about what had happened and also some gossips too =P.

Besides, in this holidays, I went for movies in cinema with my relatives and also my old friends. I had watched 14 Blades, True Legend, The Lightning Thief. Between this 3 movies, I will rate 14 Blades as my most favourite movie, the second will be The Lightning Thief and the third will be True Legend.

I didn't make any cookies for this year's chinese new year. I had no chance to go and buy those ingredients, so I just forget it. Maybe next year I will make some cookies for chinese new year. Its chocolate cookies. =) I'm still in chinese new year's mood currently. Gonna adjust my mood and back to study mood. The beginning of sem 3 start on tomorrow, hope I can handle those subjects well and also all the tests and presentations. Good luck to me then =)

❤

在对的时间，遇见对的人，是一种幸福

在对的时间，遇见错的人，是一种悲伤

在错的时间，遇见对的人，是一声叹息

在错的时间，遇见错的人，是一种无奈

Outing ---> Queensbay

Well, last few days, that is Sunday [31/1/10], I went to Queensbay Mall with my tang jie and 1 of her friend. I've been quarantined at home for few days after I finished my final exam. The first and second day was not that bored because I need to relax myself after the tiring and stressful final exam. But the third day onwards I'd started to feel bored. -.- No outings at all and I just turned on my laptop and stared at it for almost a whole day. Days by days I feel bored and bored. I wake up late everyday morning and having my breakfast when it is the lunch time. I having my lunch late as well. LoL... Hmm, lets talk about my outing on Sunday. Because I was too boring at home, I asked my tang jie whether she got go out or not. She said she gonna go out with her friend to Queensbay Mall because her friend wanna buy some new year clothes. That time I was in front of my laptop and I saw Sherene was online that time. I was so happy and I straight nudge Sherene and asked her whether she wanna go shopping with me at Queensbay Mall or not. I need to rush because my tang jie's friend will reach her house after half an hour. The time was 1pm and that means her friend will reach her house at 1:30pm. After rushing, I'm ready at 1:33pm but my tang jie not yet ready yet. Zzz...

After I reached Queensbay Mall, I shopped with my tang jie and her friend while waiting for Sherene. Sherene and I shopped for clothes there. Sherene bought 2 clothes and I bought 1 clothes, and we also bought 1 BB magic cream from Etude House. Sherene said I brought her go fed because she had spent RM 90 there. But after I'd counted, she'd just spent RM 85 there, how come she said she'd spent RM90? Where did she spent for another RM5? Sherene, when you see this answer me XD.  There are some photos captured there, here it is...

Red vs Purple

Light purple vs Dark purple

XD

a bit blur >.<

That's all.

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